I started blogging on this domain in 2004; I have kept it for historical reasons. Currently I'm sharing my thoughts at https://athonlab.com

sHoWwCaSe

Remember this post: am i wrong...

Well now its featured on Barkha's blog:

http://spaces.msn.com/members/barkha/Blog/cns!1p9GGRWKrg_tW-O7OoSjCqzA!376.entry

Theres a lot of confusion regarding this rhyme that I tried to write. Well let me try and make things clearer if not clear.

What I have written is what i feel or more properly said its how I take things and act accordingly. Also, its not written for a particular person but may be triggered by a particular incident. I always played with this question in my mind whether one should tell the other person what you feel about them... may be relatives, frnds, girl friends 😉 etc. Its a dicy situation when it comes to frnds. I mean i believe tat friendships take place. I dont remember myself saying to any of my close frnds that we are best friends. I guess that feeling just seeps in. Do check out wat Pascal has to say... very thoughtful! I do find it appropriate for relatives and gFs though ;-).

Finally, someone did relate to what i think!
I feel like singing Acha lagta hai in the tone of the ClubHP advertisement.

SaMpLe sAys…

i m sooooooooo dumb
i m mad
i m idiot
i m foolish
i m careless

-- Sample

well this is not about me... and not written by me! its a abt sample and by sample ... 😉

iTZz SMS tiMe !

It is not important that a person takes time out for U from his calendar.
What is important that when you want him to be with you,
he doesnt refer to his calendar.

Got this sometime back in a SMS. Very thoughtful. Now, I have even experienced it first hand both ways... 😉

SoMeThInGs… sPeCiAL. about DiWaLi moORNing

Surely Diwali is one festival closest to my heart right from childhood. Previously it was the crackers which excited me more than anything and now its the whole feel which completely enthralls me.

SoMeThInGs... sPeCiAL. about DiWaLi moORNing

its always chilly

the morning bath

smell of utna (a preparation made from grounded coconut)

feel of utna on ur body

feels like a kid when your are in your underwear and mom applies utna to U ... LoL (i also remember my granny doing the honours a couple of times 😉

marinating yourself for sometime with utna applied everywhere

feel of cold water cleaning everything off

breaking of chirote (some fruit which sybolises the head of Ravana) by your left foot after the bath

the artistic forms created by the seeds of chirote after crushing it under your foot

the divine feeling after the bath

eating the faral which include karanji, anarse, shankarpali, chakali, shivda, ladu (many types)

wishing everyone Happy Diwali (even to U.... A very Happy Diwali)

laxmi pujan in the evening

take care... play safe!

Update: Well, all said and done....! I recieve a call around midnight from someone completely unexpected..Sumesh and he had come down to Sankools place for bursting some crackers. Even though Sankool tried to convince me earlier in the evening but coudn't. It didnt take a lot of time for Sumesh though because by midnight I was just bored of studying so wanted to freak out too. Now, there I was with Sankool, Sumesh and Akshat just freaking out trying everything possible with the available resources(like... lighting rassi bombs in a helmet, cans, road divider and anything else that we could get our hands on) Most of the time I was bursting laxmi bombs by lighting them in my hand and then throwing them in the air. I had almost perfected the art by the time we had to stop. Yah.. finally we did stop at 2:30am but only after intervention from neighbours 😉

Should I add that we enjoyed...;-)

Complaints

Well yeah ... chk these complaints out:

Hey Akshay r u alright?
- Yup, for sure !

Is that you? Cant believe it !
- Well ya I wrote them ;-)... hahaha. You want me to do something for you to believe it?

When did u start this?
- Hahahaha LoL... long time... i mean writing... bt those last two rhymes didnt take a lot of time (may be mins.) .

Oh! my kya ho gaya...
- LoL kuch nahin ... ! Pappu likhne laga...!

Who was it intended for?
- No one and everyone. For me and frnds who read my blog.

What is it about... why do u sound like that... ?
- Well its about what i feel... offcourse they are my thoughts. But it necessarily doesnt mean that I am in the same state of mind. So, anyone who is still under the impression that I am completely in that state of mind (i mean the depths of those rhymes) then please get that notion off your head. LoL

But why all this...
- Hm.... right why... >? well its jst happended nothing planned... 2 in a row LoL

?
- Anymore...??? Kuch baki hai kya ??? Cant think of any!!!

Well no more of black rhymes (<< hows the term?) here... (atleast for sometime now) . Will be comming up with something more interesting for you aLL... how about what I am aiming for this sem?... wanna know ? keep me a comment then !

Placement Activity

[Vanessa posted this mail on our college groups and I did reply to it in my own style... 😉 read it ... i hav cut down her part a lil
> (content of actual mail)
rest is my reply ]

Hi

--- itsvanessa183 <itsvanessa183@yahoo.com> wrote:

> This is one placement activity i will never forget
> in my life. not only me i guess even the remaining
> 300+ students present at
> Atharva College won't forget the day.
...nice way to put it

> First and foremost Our Lovely Mr.Wilson Pinto gave
> us the news that
LoL... so sweeeeEEET!

> All thanks to
> Akshay who was there in college on tuesday,who
> informed us abt Syntel
anytime!

> ;))Biju even fired
> ABC regarding not putting up a notice for this.He
gr8 going DuDe.

> Anyways finally 5 of us ---
> Biju,Alymer,Anthony,Asha and myself decided to go.
tarampa parampaparaaaam !!!!!

> ABC had called us by 10 am to Atharva
> College,Malad-west.
> After a terrible time in the train we reached there
> by around
> 10.15am.The Syntel Company people turned up at
> 12pm.
not surprising

> This was the news we all least expected " Not even
> a single student
> has cleared the section 1 cutoff,So no one is selected

now in the commnig days you would hear someone talk... 😉

"You rememver Syntel had come for placements... no one
of OUR students manged to clear the aptitude. how
surprising NOT even a SINGLE student cleared the
aptitude.... blah blah blah! "

> After hearing this
> everyone started laughing.First time we all were
> happy after not
> getting selected.
expected this! 'eXtreme frustration ki hansi'... LoL
(similar to 'khushi ke aansooOoN' )

> Now i feel why did i go and waste my time ---- so
> much left to
> study in S.E.
dnt worry atleast you experienced something that you
wont ever forget 😉 (I am sure if u wud hav studied
SE u wudnt remeber it dat next month (may be not even
next day))

> God help me know.Anyways if i didnt go
> this would never
> be an unforgettable day in my life.
nice attitude! << its something which counts in the long run. finally, my heartiest congratulations to aLL of U for not making it, i m sure something more interesting is waiting for U (...lik utkarsh put it) take care

Am i wrong…

Am i wrong if i dont tell ppl what i feel abt them
Am i wrong if i dont tell ppl how much i value them
Am i wrong if i keep it to myself ?

Am i wrong if i weigh the whole
Am i wrong if i dont let petty things drill a hole
then am i wrong if i keep it to myself!

Am i wrong if i am not like the beach sand
Am i wrong if i giv everyone a fair hand
then am i wrong if i keep it to myself!

Am i wrong if i want to wait just that xtra mile
Am i wrong if i want to check just one more time
then am i wrong if i keep it to myself!

Am i wrong if i dont tell ppl what i feel about them
Am i wrong if i dont tell ppl how much i value them
Am i wrong if i keep it to myself?

- Akky


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I m …

I am unhappy,
bcoz i cant keep everyone happy.

I am quiet,
bcoz i know i am not right.

I am unsatisfied,
bcoz i never expected myself to hide.

I am not ready to stand,
bcoz no one seems to understand.

I feel the shame,
bcoz i am to be blamed.

I am sorry,
bcoz i wrote my own sad story.

I am not crying,
bcoz i am still trying.

- Akky


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